I'm Tired...

I'm tired Tired of wondering about you. Your presence haunts me, Reminds me of the ghostly feelings I had for you. I'm tired. Tired of thinking About the 'ifs'. The possibilities cloud my head, Reminding me of the foolish dreams I built around you. I'm tired. Tired of watching. Watching you go through life with her. Every moment you spend with her, hurting me without meaning to. I'm tired. Tired of questioning my existence. Questioning my timing. Questioning life everytime you choose her. I'm tired. Tired of carrying the idea Of you being with me. Tired of wishing. Tired of waiting. Tired of watching from afar wishing those moments were mine instead. Tired by the idea of you. I'm tired of 𝘆𝗼𝘂.... ~Lily.