I'm sorry for being me

I can't seem to find the words to make you understand that I don't know what I'm doing I can't seem to find the words to make you understand I don't mean any harm but I seem like a jerk When you get mad I fall apart I just wish I could restart When you get mad I start to cry. All my thoughts tell me to die. I want to be the one who makes you laugh but I never get it right I want to be your friend and pal but I never get it right. I go to far but I don't understand and you go on a giant rant It's not an excuse, it's just me I don't know what I'm supposed to be I wish I could change I wish I could be the person I need to be All I can say is I'm sorry for being me.