im sorry..

I'm sorry that I can't believe in me, I'm sorry I can't live in peace but I can't keep living like there's nothing wrong with me. I walk alone, a loner even a fucking poser I'm lying to myself on a daily. I just want to be okay, I'm insane I'm in pain I can't even understand what the fuck I'm even saying, I'm suicidal and I can't wait to die but I'm sick of waiting for my time, I still can't sleep I just want to catch some Z's in a enternal slumber.