I'm sorry

I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I'm sorry I lied, I'm sorry my head isn't in the right space to call you mine, I took the pill that day to make the pain go away, but the pill just made me crazy and messed up more in the brain, now I see the world as black the light isn't so bright, the dark is now my home, I can't find the light in my eyes, I'm sorry for all of it I'm trying really hard I can't mask my pain for long I know I'll hurt my heart,