I'm sorry

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that my brain works the way it does. That you need to worry about my well being. I love the effort you put into making me feel good, but thats not your task. It's not your purpose to keep me happy. Especially because you can't fo anything if you're so far away from me. So I'm sorry if I make you feel like a burden because you can't help me in my sadness. But I still love you and it won't change even if I feel like absolut shit.