I'm Sorry

I think I’m starting to sound desperate The argument of right and wrong cause my brains to separate I should have felt nothing…no love and no hate But I watched like a dog while you didn’t know that you bait I despise having such emotions nowadays I try to flip my coin and change my ways Concentrate on myself and look for what pays Perhaps I’ll stay alone till you come my way I apologize for saying I’m not what they say And act how they play, led your trust to a cage I’m sorry for making it seem like I betray For making it seem like you had a price to pay For making it seem like all love decays And leaving you with nothing but a trace It’s not that I now see how beautiful you are I just realized that I let go of a star I saw what I lost immediately after we parted I just didn’t want to sound stupid and somewhat retarted I’m sorry for not keeping your heart We could have had a happy ending, but I ruined the start