I'm sorry

Apologies are never that easy so does forgiveness it's just so hard when you also, can't forgive yourself but from the bottom of my heart I didn't mean to give you that cut the cut that bleeds everytime you wake up and as much as you breathe you've not been at ease sadly the pain is written in your heart like it's written on a rock I'm sorry I can't erase that pain inside of you which is keeping me from you I was so foolish and I couldn't see it through I'm sorry I can't put the broken pieces back together I'm sorry if I don't make it out breathing you badly wanted to be there but it's sad how you now don't hear me shout I need you, I need you I'm sorry you can't hold on anymore