Im sick in the head

You watch the light go in my eyes Its ok if you think that im sick I'm wicked and deranged In my corneas A flick you can see it in my eyes something went wrong in my head murmuring, echoing, whispering my lost sanity drenching my eyes in glass and gasoline sometimes I think about choking on the metal blade so I may sing Harmony of Screams In agony and lost blood gurgling gasping giggling. I can't hold back my laughter anymore everybody thinks that it's me who've lost the war no more blood in my bed drying up Decaying the sheets paper Walls made of paper flesh slits throughout the meat chew me up and spit me out use me up and let me count The days i have left like a flashlight in a red Room Like a shout in the void I can see you schadenfreude drench my brain in Printers Inc losing all that I have left to think what would happen to me if I went to jail for poisoning your family For enjoy the hail pelting you endlessly drenching your body and delectable blood Drenching your family in inescapable flood