I'm scared

I'm scared I don't know what to do, So I make playlists all day A d tell them how much I love them. I'm scared. I write poetry about them And go to their house just to talk to their mum if they're not home I'm scared, Scared of what they will think of the true me Thet just wants to be loved. I'm scared They will think me of a monster like the others. That I'm not worthy of live like their believe. I hope they believe I can be loved. I'm scared they don't think of me as I do my self. I wish I was just a normal boy who could love.