Im scared

im scared of getting kidnapped im scared of getting raped im scared of being robbed im scared of being a victim in any suffering or pain or even crime. im scared. i dont want to walk alone with my inside voice telling me it is dangerous i dont want to be the one who cancels dates just because i might get raped i dont want to reject exchange courses in uni just because it may not be safe im scared im just scared thats all i want to be free with what i do i want to be in God's hands wherever i go i want to feel comfortable wearing shorts and skirts i want to feel free walking alone on the street i want to reject the need of someone protecting me i want to protect myself because im just scared im scared it's not in my hands because im just scared im scared just scared