“I'm okay”

I hope, that someday when I say that “I'm okay” the person asking would look behind the wall I wish the person would be so tall to intimidate my pain to don't led it float trough my vein to led it get so small that I am no longer in fall to lead me out of this head, called horror mall And I hope the person would succeed instead of go away and say “okay, I'm fine too” without even having a clue but I guess it will always be like that so I hope that one day when someone asks me if I'm okay that I'll be brave enough to say No not today