I'm not the Victim pt.2

...continuation....of "I'm not the Victim"... Keep me away from the lies in the light, That unfolds the truth of if I’m a victim, I feel sick to my stomach, How else should I put it, I’m not feeling suicidal, But I am very lost, Who  do I go to with these problems, And how do I go about it, My parents? My friends? Oh no, A therapist, Yeah, Just what I need, Tell a stranger about how I’m clueless, And how I just wanna feel free, I wasn’t born from a monster, But feel like such a beast, I’m not too old to hide under the bed, I’m not old to cry out for help, But I feel like I’m choking up, All the words in my head, Fighting to come out, I try so hard to let them out, I’m trying to spit them out, They push me right back to the ground, I want to be heard, I want to be seen, I want people to see that, Me receding this angrily, I’m not mad, But I am very much hurt,