im not sure

not sure if its love or obsession or maybe admiration or infatuation i wish someone gave me a confrontation maybe id understand but all i know is that i want to be with you i dont want any other girl i knew maybe id find a girl just like how id planned but i know first hand i'll die alone waiting for you and i'll hold that stand a nickel i'll tattoo because it reminds me of you maybe others might say your not special in my eyes ur prettier than a purple sunset hue and ur brain is like a 10000 piece puzzle a puzzle i cant solve no matter how many cries and tries i wish my feelings i could resolve