I'm not special to you.

I'm not special to you. You treat me the same. The same as everyone else; Even people you hate. I thought that was our special name. The special words we called each other. But no. You treat me the same. Why don't you already tell me to go? Why do you even talk to me? You have a million others. I only have you. I'm tired of the offers, But I'm just so desperate.. But only, JUST ONLY. Only if you knew. You knew what I think. I'm not special to you.