I'm not meant for this

I understand that I'm nothing special Not cut out for this world of the superficial An old heart who still believes in love Who puts her happiness at the top and above That's how I show my heart With selfless sacrifice and kisses on the hand from the start Too much or too little Too intense or too brittle On both sides, stuck in the middle I'm the fool being played like the fiddle Such a shame that old romanticies are no longer welcomed A monster of pathetic hypocrisy I don't want to become I'd rather be alone than be someone I dont condone