Im Not Me

I'm not me. I'm not what I look like, I'm not what I sound like, I'm not what everyone "wants" me to be. I don't feel pretty I don't feel beautiful I don't feel like me. But, I need to be the girl I was born to be I need to be the perfect daughter The perfect granddaughter, The perfect niece. But that's not me. I can't be me. I can't be comfortable in my body, I can't feel like me, I can't be "put through that". I want to be me, I want to be handsome, I want to be comfortable in my body I just want to be me. I'm not perfect. I'm just a son, Just a grandson, And just a nephew. I want to look like me, To sound like me, To be me. But, I can't be me.