I'm not just a girl

I'm not just a girl I've to be the nose of the head of my family I've to be the pride for society I've to be a perfect daughter I've to be perfect sister I've to be a perfect wife I've to be a perfect mother I can't express my emotions frankly I can't give my suggestions openly I can't laugh in public society has set standards for me without knowing that I'm a human with emotions too I'm afraid of being called outcast I feel suffocated and conflicted how could I meet all the standards perfectly how could I be the perfect girl I just feel hard to live because I'm not just a girl I'm the keeper of secrets and teller of tales A delicate balance that only I hail