I'm not her

I only write I never read till today I read it caught my eyes ,time, silences , winning then something sinister. I'm sure we all have our dark side. temptation, lust, desire,hate,drugs then once again scaring my brain he's calling me out my name I'm not lying just because what you want I won't doesn't make me any less of a woman .. I'll hide in the bathroom against ur screaming roars those name I cant fight anymore . I'll drown myself face here . your bathroom sink forever more your loving girl ...