I'm Not Going To Cry About It

Go ahead slap me in the face Push the knife deeper Take me off life support Stop the visits Stop the letters Stop the calls Turn off the lights Leave me alone Listening to nothing but sad songs No family No friend Thinking who you are Over an over in my head I'm lost Walking by myself So much in pain I'm so drained Funeral after funeral How many lives do I have left? Just remember at the end I'm Not Going To Cry About