im not enough for her

She saw him as a friend, He saw her as the only person he wanted to spend his life with. She saw him when she's free, He wanted to see her all the time, whenever, wherever. Then one day, She said, I Love You... the world stopped because his world stood before him saying the three words he ever so longed for her to say where the longing was greater than the greatest thing ever seen that she came in his dreams standing there in that beautiful red dress she always seemed to wear and looked like an angel that God made trying to make the most beautiful thing ever lived, saying the three words, then he woke up, startled, realising it was a dream he cried himself to sleep, but in happy tears, as she said it! He then thought, then thought, thought some more, do I even deserve her? what am I, a person so struggles in life as well as studies Am I enough? Maybe I should ask her, no.... Why am I so needy, Why am I so annoying, Why I seek validation, Why I want to just be alone but also be with someone? That's why no one loves me, hell even talks with me. I'm not enough, for her I'm not enough, for anyone and everyone