I'm letting go

Hey love, I love you But it's okay, I can swallow it up. I want what we've always had. Friendship. It's much better, Because I get to talk to you. I have things to say, But I'm scared of talking. I made things weird And I hate myself for that. Please overlook that mistake And just be normal with me Again. Is that asking for too much? It's all I want for now. Come here. I want a healthy connection With a human being. You are that being. That I connected with. It was easy blaming the whole affair. On him. But we all know the truth And that's okay. I'm not waiting anymore. Let's just be friends. That's cool too.