I'm from above

I'm sitting on the cloud that's hight from the ground. I'm watching you all your life and you don't know it. That's cause you're alive and i'm dead a bit. You know me but i think you forgot and all it took was a gunshot. Once i was out and never came back, because of a man dressed in black. Your parents ran into your room with a chat about that police found me dead. For a long time you were sad but then it was time for a new love to land. You fell in love again with a short brunette and i was watching all of that. I watched as you grew up and made family with that girl named Emily. And i am watching now as you are happy with your kids and wife, wishing i could come back to life. But i can't. I can't hug you one last time and even if i could it would be a crime. I watch you even now when you're old and i hear the words you once told. ,, I'll love you till death do us apart." And you did, and i hope you still love me even a little bit. I love you even after my death and i want to say thank you for all your love for me because after all i'm just a girl in love thats watching from above.