Im crying and I can't tell you

Im at my limit. Im not sure I can wait for you any longer. Im not sure you even know how deeply I cared for you. of course you didn't know. I never told you. Because I know you don't care. I know I mean nothing to you. I always knew it in a way but this time I realized it. And it hurts. It hurts so bad I want to cry. I never cry. And I can't tell you Because you don't even feel a ounce of my feelings. I want to ask you what you think on the world but Im too shy to ask. what am I even saying. its too late. we never even talked like that.