I'm alone

thought's telling me to shout. shout louder and louder. they are taking me to the world I don't know of, lost, confused and trapped. I shout-out for anyone to help but all I can see is a darkness, a darkness that is deep. the reason was that, I'm always alone. I let myself hate anyone or I so this think they have always hated me. I think I'm boring,no I think I'm a nuisance to them, maybe they think of me as a gem that's spreading on their mind and body.