Im alone

Im alone. I see you, I hear you. It all feels monotone. Older and wiser. Are you my friends or just a supervisor? Am i fitting in? How long has it been? Are you showing honesty? Dont leave me in this fantasy. Having fun with you at day. Overthinking at night, when you turn away. Im crying and you tell me its okay but my vision is already turning grey. I see you, I hear you. Comforting me with words and actions too. To annoy you was always my concern. Forgive me but my heart wont learn. Leave or dont, my thoughts have grown. No matter where you are. I feel alone.