im afraid to show

one thing about me I'm terrified of everything I wish you knew the amont of love I have for you the amont of times I think about u trust me the number breaks the scale I love you so much I wish you knew there might be several things I don't like about you and I'm afraid I hate the fact that I love you so much because when I love so much all I get in return is heart break I miss the way u eat me like steak I'm afraid to show you my true feelings cause I'm not sure if from you I will get healings I miss the way you told me gently like I'm your first lover the way you look at me with those eyes that describe naughtiness I miss your dirty mind and the way you hold me tight Im afraid I even miss those tender lips and the way u rub them against mine and so gently you grab my hips butterflies will be running in my belly I swear you taste like a jelly