I'm a Soldier

In my mind im a fighter, my soul is an author, you can call him a awful writer. My heart's at war, wounded, but I find my strength and fight my battles as if I cartooned it! So should I start a war against myself to keep the peace? Or should I start this war against those who try to break me? Even though I know I have to put my weapons away faithfully, wil I show no love towards the hate of my enemies! I am bound to the mistake I made to quit the duty's of a peacemaker. Should my prayers mean less then as I bow in TRUTH to the Feet of my Creator! Because when I came into this world I was speechless. I Stared into my Mama's eyes but it was reachless. I hope to see her proud now as I stand defeatless. Or should I take my pencil & draw her pictures. But we living in a world of horoscopical features. So I live as my Father taught me to live for Jesus. To my knees I fall as I still pray to reach Him..