I'm a liar

if I stop living will the world go on fulfilling or start stilling my biggest enemy is the one the mirror shows back right in front of me The word liar written body on my face but I'll chase it away because everyday I put up with this phase a painfully ugly daze why won't it disappear my mind is bloody and bruised sick in fear Truthfully I have no truth everyone sees me The way they'll always see me An honest deed but I want to flee leave this life behind where nobody can find This disarranged soul that can't be controlled I'm a big liar And nobody should know Not even on the darkest days should this be told -Pano