I'm a boy

Do you see me as a boy? a question I'd like to ask all my friends. a question that digs so deep into my heart and yet I can't ask anyone. the answer is obvious "of course I see you as a boy" but is that really what you think or do you not want to hurt my already shattered mind? do you see me as a boy? your answer is a lie. the confidence about my gender nothing but a book of fake beliefs. a book I wish I never read..if only I looked more like it, would I ever ask.. do you see me as a boy?