I'll try

i didn't say everything I wanted to say The things that would explain why I love you this way Only half the truth was shown to you I could tell your feelings, I could read the room That nothing I could say would change the way you feel But it was enough for me to heal To start the change that I need to love once again We agreed that we would only just be friends But inside I know you'll always own a special place inside my heart Untill this love for you dies, I'll kill myself trying to play my part To move on, it has to be without your presence But it seems I smile a different smile in your absence