I'll stay.

I used to think that death was the solution, I used to think ending my life would end confusion. I'm only [age] And i think such things. Yet i still wonder what the future will bring. Would ending my life really be the solution? Is my life really worth all the delusion? I want it to stop, I don't want to live. But God kept me alive to show me what he has to give. If i had the choice to change or to fall into an infinite abyss only to lose it all. To lose my knowledge, my family, my friends who stood by me. All those memories just for nothing. Like i said before, "The memories you hold, it's not something to throw." If i fell into the darkness, That would mean my memories were just for show. I'm not ready to go, I'm not ready to change. I'll stay where i am, just for today. Just for today, I'll stick with my misery. Bil Keane, And i quote. "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift of God, which is why we call it the present."