I'll always just be the friend

You're my buddy im clingy to you like a puppy when your near i actually feel happy when we talk, its like you take away all my worries It hurts, cause I've like you from the start knowing that you like her, it tore me apart so I'll just turn my pain into this sad art cause i know that in this play, i will not get the part it hurt to know, this feeling was what i wanted and what i truly needed, but i only ended up pleading for it and made me suffer because of it I don't hate you, i hate the fact that I've actually fallen for you i hate the reason why i fell for you the fact that i feel safe when close to you I felt true love the genuine, pure, sweet tender love but your is what i cannot have so I'll just stay here, and laugh while your with her as your lover and me, just a friend who's dying with laughter because I Know tha you and me will never be together.