if you read this, you'll know

Walk away. Walk away , asif it's so simple? Walk away and watch the face I once called cute and fluffy turn into a stranger I once knew. I'm tied to your soul. I look for you in the books I read the mud after the rain , the bikes that speed by and the snails in the grass I love you and I hate that I'm wired this way , sobbing as I write my idiocity essentially away I've shown you the light and dark you've already seen who I truly am I want to hold you and console you But at the same time you know how I crave the feeling of relief and freedom I don't wanna walk away , I love you alot more than you could know But if I keep hurting you like this I don't think I have any other choice than to just go Baby. I love you and I watch your eyes fill with salty water as we talk about the horrible things I do. I listen your voice break as you say the dreaded words " just walk away. , if you feel you want to never get hurt"