if you loved me.....

if you loved me, why did you hurt me? if you loved me, why did you hate me? if you loved me, why did you kiss her? if you loved me? why did you leave me? if you hated me? why didn't you let me go? if you hated me? why did you kiss me? if you hated me, why didn't you kill me? if you hated me, why didn't you let me die if you hated me, why didn't you let me go if you hated me, why didn't you go for her? can't you love me? sincerely?