if only you knew

I've been hurt so many times, none that you don't know sure you know about the cutting and burning but under that your clueless if only you knew about the assault and the emotionless night after being hit but you don't, no one ever asks if I'm okay, but yeah I guess I am after being told to walk it off and that's not pain I'm worried to love, because I was never shown it true if only you knew if I showed you the scars on my back and thighs would you look at me the same if only you knew