If Iam dead

Shuffering my hearts while Iam writes  Unmeaned life if saw by case eyes  Several persons to me friends,if heart Any of them my beats closing to cut  When I shout if Am out from my coat Subject will change straight me by eyes alot For what? They look out me aim  Then why ? They murmers if I came  When I thought he is a magnanimous  I loved  l hoped especially I ripped hearts I loved, my plates to who has in heart a place From the side of him also have a good space  No!my thoughts, expects completely wrong They are not to me but others....