if I would of told younger us

you left, our younger selfs would of laughed in my face if I told them that, yeah we had each other's numbers but for four years I was left on read, for four years I was told you were gonna visit, and each time I got my hopes up, after a while I started realizing I might never see you again, then your cousins wedding came up, then i got you on snap, and seen you had time to text three other people, and if I would of told your younger self that she would say "i would never do that. it's me and you against the world. it always has been", i couldn't even get atleast a hello back from you?, then you came down, and wow I didn't realize how much someone could change, if I told our younger selfs you became the type of people we made fun of again they would have laughed in my face and you would say "yeah right i would never", but you did... and you don't realize how much it hurt me when you left you were my only friend, and it hurt so much.....