If I Was Just Enough

I remember the days When it happened in the past It's quite shocking How it went by so fast When i was happy I was smitten I thought about you and smiled What a gift i was given I still remember your smile Your jokes, your voice Quite frankly, to be honest It was my favorite noise I could be sad Almost giving up all But you'd be there for me To save me from the fall Later then, i knew my feelings For you, i was smitten I wanted to say i loved you Even if reciprocation would never be given I knew you'd decline I knew it was certain What i didn't knew, tho Was how much it would've hurted Now, i'm here Lying on my bed, thinking about you Tears falling from my eyes Remembering what we gone through I just wish it would be different That it would be better That i didn't felt so bad That you could read this letter As i silently stay down Waiting to be seen I'm still wondering What we could've been