if I return

IF I RETURN Your mind is a dangerous place, so you should never go in alone , for a few of us have gone there and riddled to the bone, with hate from distant memories, as a child we did asorb, thoughts of self destruction, for our lives were simply board never knowing why we are here, or completing a single day, why didn't someone ever show us , how life goes the other way, were was my self controll, when i needed it that day, as i went and bought another weight and to society i know i pay, our life's are like those prison bars, suffering once again, my life is slowly over , and now this time its THE end