if I had the privilege

I would tell you everything my worries, pain anger and the source of my happiness how much I missed your, beautiful but loving face. a smile that never fades true love that never retreats if I had the privilege.. I would say goodbye I still love and cherish the time I spent with you your name means life and so are your words you left me hanging on a pointy weapon and "I " have lost hope that I will survive this pain