If I Could Live Two More Lives

I love the life I live now, I have almost everything I'll ever wish for. I love the life I have now, because I have... you. my life will never be good without a you. and they say my life is perfect, they say I'm so lucky. but for me, deep inside — I feel like there's always something ...missing — a chess piece missing on my board or a spaghetti without its cheese. and sometimes I just wonder if I could just live 2 more lives, will the missing piece in my life finally come true? I will live my first other life by just living my second life, I will stop my bad habits, I'll cut the chains that’ve been keeping me a slave on my first life — and it's going to be perfect... in my third life, I'd chase the dreams I once stopped chasing, write every poem I want on a piece of paper, and just live without a single "what if." but at the end of the day; no matter how many lives I live, something will always feel missing, and one thing will remain true, a new life lived by me, will never be perfect without a... you.