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I want to find you.. I must find you. my moon 🌙 the only light I see.. the only thing able to calm my tides when i turn into waves.. so uncontrollable.. so misunderstood.. yet you dont look at me any different..why. why does this beautiful moon that is so far beyond my reach.. seem to be shinning her light on me right now.. I can feel it. the warmth of her rays. its soothing.. I could almost relax some. I dont want to panic.. I dont want to get scared to move closer..ever again. I want to 🏃‍♀️ as fast I as I can. I want to be ridiculously out of breath and drenched from head to toe standing in front of you. I want to drop to my knees and bow my head as low as I can to the ground and ask for your forgiveness.. oh moon.. why me.. I will follow, no matter what im under your spell.. through to me into the flames.. and still.. my soul will follow without hesitation.. oh moon.. I love you.. I want to understand all of you.. please.. let me follow you..