Ideas Failing to Renew

Perhaps old age is a different kind of renewal Where ideas appear under a different kind of energy, Under a wiser type of fresh Perhaps I've lost touch with my younger self Or the nerves that generated my youth have refurbished the flow and oil now flows where water use to Perhaps now that I'm in my 40's I should be asking Tyla to make me oil instead of water Lol Perhaps not I just know now that the clouds that use to carry me away in my imagination seem more toxic than before as if I've reached its heights and the truth of my living experience is a cloud made of my games and my fumes my detoxification and my dooms maybe my renew is just the reason why growing old becomes you.