I'd be damned

I'd be damned if I don't raise my brothers and sisters to greatness. I'd be damned if I don't hold my mothers right hand and tell her it's alright. I'd be damned if I became your wife and played for both parties, these kids need me more than you do. I'd be damned i let the angry little child in me destroy my future. I'd be damned if my past overshadows my present. I'd be damned if Candice don't see me as a role model. I'd be damned if I don't become a rock to lean on for my siblings. So I'd be damned if I don't live for the ones after me. Am a mother to my kids, A sister to my brothers and sisters. But first am a first born to my mother. Am expected to be a soul provider to these kids when am a kid myself. I carry the burden of my family on my shoulders with no questions asked. And because I am the leader none of these kids should go astray because all these kids are my responsibility. So I'd be damned if I had to be damned