I won't be forever in love.

I won't be forever in love, that's certain. But I wish you to see that I loved you with all my heart. I apologize if you long for eternal love and I can't give you that. I wanted to but I couldn't. I was in shambles when you found me, and I'm sorry if I still am. It's not your fault, the problem is me. I thank you for delaying my collapse. You gave me a reason for holding on. But I give up now. I need my rest. And I hope you understand. I'm exhausted and the comfort of slumber kept on pulling me in. I won't be forever in love, For my eyes teared the last drop, Blurry as it slowly closes and it gave in. I wasn't forever in love, Though I badly wanted to. But I know I love you till my very last breath. Until my existence completely dispersed above earth.