I won't

I won't lie when I say I'm okay when I know that I'm not. I won't lie to you and say I'm happy when I can barely show it. I won't lie to you and tell you that I'm over you when I know good and damn well I'm not. but I will lie to you and say I love you still, and I want to be with you still. I will also lie and say I miss you and I want you always. I'll lie and say that you're the only one I want . I'll lie and say the girl I'm with is the girl I want to be with forever I'll lie and say that I will never want to go back to you. But I'll always lie when it comes down to the truth about us. Because I don't want to hurt her. But I want you. that's never gonna change, and that sucks but it's the truth. The only thing I won't lie about.... Alexxis, I love you. And I know that I'm still kinda into my ex, but I'll be over her in a minute. I promise she isn't gonna affect me anymore. Yeah, when it comes to Carolann, I can't lie for shit, but I promise me, am you gonna last for a lifetime ❤️🥰