I wish you Knew

I wish you knew why I pretend as if I don't care. I wish you why I sometimes run out of air to breath . I wish you knew why you're happiness is so important to me. I wish you knew why I keep on putting together broken glasses that fall from your trust and heart. I wish you knew that I never listen to the words 'there's nothing that doesn't come to an end'. I wish you knew why I keep on pushing you back on the road full of roses and paradise trees instead of the road full of lions. I do all of this because I Love you, but I don't wanna show you that love. I'm afraid to lose the last piece I have. The other has been blowed away by the wind of the kalahari desert.