I wish this would work out

There is this girl. She's so beautiful and I love the way she thinks. She brought back my smile and made me love myself again. I learned to appreciate the small things that happen everyday, like flowers, sunshine, birdsounds or just footsteps and the sound of water. Everytime I'm in peace and happy, I have to think of her. She's my ancor. The sad thing is, she doesn't know this. I never told her how beautiful she is, how amazing she is and how much peace she gives my life. I don't know if I could ever be the same for her, that she is for me, but I don't want to give up. Everytime a girl talks to me or wants to chat with me I reject. I'm not that kind of person that needs a girlfriend. Maybe that's why I never had one. But I really want her, you know. And that's not just because she's beautiful. No, it's because she deserves to be loved, to be hold and to be happy, happier than every, ... happy with me. She is so kind and amazing. I think it's the first time I really say this: I think I'm in love...