I wish, I hope.

I wanted you to hate me and move on for all the distress i took in planning this ending, can you please avoid going through the pain can you avoid the hardest part and move on by hating me by hating everything else please move on that way, It won't hurt me the same way anymore, because it hurts more when I think "I am the reason you are hurt" so please - just hate me and move on with somebody else, somebody better than me, prettier, lovable, charming, confident, independent and everything else I'm not everyday I hope you are happier today than yesterday so please- be happier.