i wish

I wish I couldn't love , I wish I couldn't hurt, I wish I couldn't feel, I tend to love to my bones I tend to hurt my miserable heart feels I wish I never had , everytime I try to seal my heart I somehow find a way to break it down to pieces I'm sorry I tell myself " I'm sorry love' but everytime I stab myself yes myself I learnt that blaming others for the pain they inflict on you is pathetic.... because I let them in , I let them break down my walls ... so I let it sting wishing and hoping I don't let anyone in ...